Done with the guy stuff. WHAT was I thinking? Ishck.
I'm going all diva monster again. It's funny because it's March, and LAST March I was doing the same thing.
It's different now. Last year I wore this style to rebel and look more confident. I still am doing this with confidence, but it's in a way where I feel good about MYSELF rather than feeling good about looking better than anyone.
I was kind of a snob last year. I hung out with the wrong person and got caught up in hatred. Now I'm trying to be nicer, and I don't hate. I've banned the word from my vocabulary. At least, when I'm talking about ME.
The whole dark, romantic style I 'planned' at the beginning of the year probably will not happen. Like I have said before, you can't plan your next style; it comes to YOU. I have a job now, so I have way more money, but most goes into my savings for my 4-year college, and it has a $300 minimum so I have to be careful. I ordered myself a new iPod (a nano 3rd gen) and I'm very excited about that. Once I get it I'm going to listen to it 24/7. You have NO IDEA how good it's gonna feel. A good iPod after 4 years of a crappy shuffle! I'm updating my music library to get ready for it. Ah, well that's not for this blog.
Anyway, I'm wearing this style with confidence instead of pride (well, maybe a little), and I feel a lot better than my guy phase. I was only wearing it because...well, that's another story. Read my other blogs as follow-up. ;)
