Stars on my arms, stars in my head

Done with the guy stuff. WHAT was I thinking? Ishck.

I'm going all diva monster again. It's funny because it's March, and LAST March I was doing the same thing.
It's different now. Last year I wore this style to rebel and look more confident. I still am doing this with confidence, but it's in a way where I feel good about MYSELF rather than feeling good about looking better than anyone.
I was kind of a snob last year. I hung out with the wrong person and got caught up in hatred. Now I'm trying to be nicer, and I don't hate. I've banned the word from my vocabulary. At least, when I'm talking about ME.
The whole dark, romantic style I 'planned' at the beginning of the year probably will not happen. Like I have said before, you can't plan your next style; it comes to YOU. I have a job now, so I have way more money, but most goes into my savings for my 4-year college, and it has a $300 minimum so I have to be careful. I ordered myself a new iPod (a nano 3rd gen) and I'm very excited about that. Once I get it I'm going to listen to it 24/7. You have NO IDEA how good it's gonna feel. A good iPod after 4 years of a crappy shuffle! I'm updating my music library to get ready for it. Ah, well that's not for this blog.
Anyway, I'm wearing this style with confidence instead of pride (well, maybe a little), and I feel a lot better than my guy phase. I was only wearing it because...well, that's another story. Read my other blogs as follow-up. ;)

Unsure

Guy me is ugly.

I don't know what to do next. Edgy raver?

I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!!!

I dislike my gender very much.

ANYWAY, to stay looking good and not develop wrinkles early I shouldn't frown very often anymore; strains the muscles in the face.

>:(
Emoticons will have to do.

Happy Halloween!!!

 

Can you guess what I am???

Probably not..

Don't ask me why I'm watching this

 

2 tops (plus whatever is underneath that if there is anything) plus a jacket? AND a colorful scarf as a belt? Kinda overdoing the first impression there!!

Updatez

What I'm doing now is a boyish, casual style. At the beginning of the year I did something which I thought was considered 'Techno Rocker,' but instead I kinda looked like a clown hooker. I even asked Rachel what she thought of my make-up, and she said I looked kinda like a doll. Also I was making her boyfriend Aaron feel even more awkward than I should have been. So I toned it WAY down. I only wear a thin layer of brown eyeliner and one coat of mascara now. No extra unnecessary stuff like bronzer and lipsticks. Last year for my Diva Monster style, I actually sometimes wore more than one lipstick shade!
I wear goofy T-shirts (appropriately baggy most of the time) and color jeans. I love wearing black jeans--they're so simple and basic. I either wear my suede boots or my hiphop shoes.
I have also cut most of my hair off, and made my bangs into a fringe across my forehead rather than shoving them to the side like I've always been doing.
For the Homecoming dance, I'm pretty sure I was the only chick that didn't wear a dress. I wore a suit jacket and dress pants with a gold tube top. I looked pretty good. Miranda said so. A lot of people were dressed like it was the prom instead of just a simple high school dance--boutineers and corsages and really fancy dresses. It was pretty ridiculous.

 Rachel and I

 I found a corsage (or boutineer--how are they physically different??)

Rachel and Aaron (handsome couple..if I do say so m'self!)

First Day Outfit!